I don’t like dudes frequently however you had been various. We talked, we clicked, and I believed we can easily build one thing actual, but that didn’t happen. Rather, we finished before we’re able to actually start. It took me far too very long to realize that you were simply bored and stringing myself along and soon you found some thing much better. I really could made you happy, but you never ever even gave me the opportunity.

1. 
   I’m embarrassed.
   
   I place myself personally available to you and let you look at real me. I desired to access know you. I imagined you were curious in the beginning and wished alike situations, but actually you had been just moving time and didn’t should feel alone. I found myself there therefore got advantageous asset of it, leaving me experiencing like a fool.
2. 
   I thought we had anything going.
   
   We spoke for a tiny bit occasionally plus it made my adrenaline dash. We enjoyed that individuals happened to be using things slow, but I understand given that’s not what ended up being happening anyway. We weren’t developing perhaps not because we had been taking our time getting to know each other, but as you never had any aim of united states becoming anything genuine.
3. 
   You gave me butterflies.
   
   I possibly couldn’t wait to see you whenever I managed to get the chance. I became anxious, freaking aside inside each time we had been going to get together, but you had been therefore peaceful. I needed to-be the one that provided you butterflies, but that clearly wasn’t within the notes.
4. 
   We said things not one person more knows.
   
   We opened to you, discussing reasons for myself personally no one more knows in hopes that you will carry out the exact same. I thought we’re able to hook up from your experiences, you brushed off the opportunity.
5. 
   Personally I think much less self-confident because of you.
   
   When I knew you had beenn’t interested, we felt like anything ended up being wrong with me. Even today, I nonetheless do not understand why I becamen’t adequate. I’m sure i am smart, amusing, and an all-around catch, however if that’s the instance, exactly why didn’t you wish me?
6. 
   You honestly had me tricked.
   
   You acted just like your feelings mirrored my own, yet they failed to exist whatsoever. You seemed like you liked in which situations happened to be going and that you loved talking-to me, you informed me later on that I experienced every thing completely wrong, that we misread you. Possibly that is true, nonetheless it was not all me personally.
7. 
   You stood me personally upwards.
   
   You have made plans to go out beside me as well as suggested locations to visit, however always made reasons with regards to stumbled on really carrying it out. Exactly why did you undergo the problems as soon as you knew it was not happening? That was the idea?
8. 
   You said I happened to be very.
   
   We believed unique when you mentioned I was fairly. That isn’t really something a guy tells a woman unless he is contemplating her romantically, right? I imagined so, the good news is i can not help but ask yourself what your determination ended up being. Were you just being wonderful? Do you feel detrimental to me personally? Did you feel in that way after all?
9. 
   You didn’t truly indicate everything you said.
   
   It took me a little while, but We fundamentally recognized the time had come to quit. And even though I found myself confused and had numerous unanswered concerns, we kept. I nevertheless do not know why it just happened that way.
10. 
    You may have not a clue what you are passing up on.
    
    You didn’t offer me personally an actual chance to turn you into delighted, and maybe i really couldnot have, all things considered. What I can say for certain would be that I would have provided you everything and we also may have been anything great. Today we are going to never know.